So I've been think a lot. I've been through my whole pregnancy by myself all the appointments,kicks, belly rubs everything. My family has been a big support but I've never really been good at attaching to people (I was adopted and had a rough childhood) I never really learned how to attach or love people and still struggle with it with my amazing mom who has been there for me since I was adopted. But I think I want to ask to be alone with my baby girl for a few hours after I give birth to her, I'll let my mom be in the room and my best friend when she's delivered but I think I want to spend the first few hours of her life by myself trying to bond with her completely because I'm 38 weeks and still haven't really bonded. I'm just curious if anyone else had difficulties bonding, and what they did that helped??