I need baby dust 😩😩

I am 2 weeks late last week I spotted for 2 days but barely anything 🤔 some lower back pain but it could be from work (i sit most of the shift) i been feeling a bit of nausea after I eat, totally scared to test and for it to be negative 😩😩😩😩 I've been late before and not been pregnant so not getting my hopes up... one more week before I test and trying not to think too much about it so I dnt stress about it ether ttc since last month but I know some couples take a couple of months before they actually get pregnant, I just needed to vent a little