Okay.. I got back onto the pill. And I've completely lost my sexual desire. Even when I do want to have sex I can't stay wet and my and my boyfriend don't get to finish and it's been pretty frustrating for both of us. Well we haven't done it for a few days and last night my boyfriend said if we didn't do it he was going to masturbate. So then we both get tired and it never happens. Well when he gets home from work today I give him head and try to have sex with him and he won't stay hard so I asked what was wrong and he said "I told you what I was gonna do if you didn't have sex with me. I beat it. Your fault" and I got so sad.. ive been crying since he told me that. Am I being dramatic ? He's clear on how I feel about this. Idk what to do