I have been ready to start trying again for awhile but my husband has been away! We'll be together for five weeks on 1/25. I should be ovulating in that time and hopefully even get a BFP before he leaves again! I feel so nervous and excited! 

Is anybody else hoping for a BFP in February? 

This journey has been so incredibly lonely and I've come to realize nobody can really help you in this time of grief excpect for moms who have gone through the same! My sister-in-law gave birth to her baby girl yesterday, just posted a picture of her going home and I feel like I want to be sick, crawl into bed and not wake up until this terrible feeling of grief, sadness and helplessness passes. I'm happy for her but since seeing the announcement I've just felt numb. Anybody else feel like that?