baby fever 😬

So my best friend just had a baby and i feel weird about it cause i love babies and i have a bright future and a loving family and i feel like if i had a baby my life would feel so much better like actually worth living. I suffer from a few mental health issues eg. Depression, bulimia, ADHD and Anxiety i always feel lonely and would love to care for something and give someone else love and use up all of my time to do something good. Is it normal? Im really young im only 16! 17 in a few months and im a future nursing student! Someone please give me some advice!