Im 6 months pregnant.. i didnt know

I just found out im 6 months pregnant. My body never changed i felt sick here and there but that wasn't anything new.

I drank i have smoked marijuana almost everyday multiple times a day. And i feel absolutely horrible. Although my baby boy seems to be okay..

I've been crying since i found out just thinking about all the things i have done that could hurt my baby . Im already a horrible mom.