*TMI* Is this normal after giving birth?

During labor I received the epidural but I could feel an intense pressure around my butt area instead of vaginal area? It started before I was even pushing. I had a 2nd degree tear but I never looked down there until about 2 weeks after because I was scared.. I cant see any stitches so I'm thinking they dissolved already maybe? But now anytime I go #2 I get a pain that is between my vagina and butt but it's more towards my butt and there's a lump after I go... what is going on?

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