Today is my first day going to the obgyn and I am absolutely terrified. I am 18 years old and I have ovarian cysts which J have had for about 4 years but my mother never took my to the doctor to get them checked out. I know this appointment is for the better of myself, but that doesn't stop how terrrified I feel. I usually get anxious very easily, so it doesn't really surprise me that I'm terrified but good god I never would have that I would be this bad. I've seen horror stories on Twitter and other social medias concerning the obgyn and I feel like I'm gonna have a mental breakdown 😭😣😰