I want to have sex

Literally a week ago left my abusive husband. Obviously I have no desire to look for a relationship but some part of me just wants to go out and hook up with somebody just for the hell of it. The rush of having somebody i don't totally fucking hate touch my Nono square lmaoo. Idk not really sure why I'm feeling this way but I think I'll probably act on it 😂😂 maybe just the liberation of escaping somebody who controlled your every move