I refuse to let pictures be taken of me

I used to take at least one or two selfies a month that I actually liked and felt I looked good in but for the last four or so months I've felt so freaking ugly and gross that I HATE taking selfies or have pictures of myself taken. I feel so uncomfortable even with makeup on. I refuse to take picture of myself and try to avoid anyone else taking picture of me. If I have to use a photo of my face it's always a really old one. I hate this feeling. Some days it's worse then other days. But damn it sucks not feeling pretty. Compliments just feel like lies to me now.