37 weeks pregnant.. feel so emotional :-( dan don't understand he just comes home and ignores me, calls me idiot or a twat. I'm staying at home on maternity leave and all I can do is clean, it's nice to see faces but I don't because he's to tired from work so all I see is him and I get ignored most of the time. We don't cuddle kiss have sex I miss feeling loved, I miss getting excited seeing him when he finishes work but now I just want to stay in my room when he finishes.. I'm scared to tell him how I feel he will just blame it on fags. I can't have a conversation with him to scared it will just end in a argument. All I can do is cry quietly and keep my thoughts in.. but I no it's not a good idea. My due date it in 2 weeks and 6 days and I no how quick it's going to come but I don't want to be feeling like this when the baby comes I want to be a happy family, but thinking about it I don't think it's ever going to be a happy family, I don't see us moving forward after this baby I don't see our relationship going anywhere it will be a dead end. Most couples speak about marriage and going on holidays.. but we don't we don't talk about anything.. I feel so depressed and not loved :-( I smoke I no it's bad it helps with stress and he does also but he constantly try's controlling what I do.. I just want my baby here so I can give him all my love and I no I will feel loved too, can't wait to cuddle him and have laughs and giggles and not be ignored..