Depressed

I've been feeling incredibly depressed lately... I guess im wondering if anyone else has gone through this. I honestly think I need someone to talk to who won't look at me like a mental patient or incubator for this child. I've been severely depressed and my life is all over the place right now. It's not that I want to kill myself but sometimes I feel life would be easier for everyone if I wasn't here. But I absolutely don't want to harm my baby. So I don't know.... I just didn't know where else to reach out. I have a counselor and my husband and family know...but for the most part I feel like a major burden on everyone else. So I guess if anyone has experience or also needs someone to talk to...I would appreciate it... thank you for reading.