TTC & asshole bosses

Just need a minute here & it doesn't matter to me if it gets read or not. I'm TTC (4 months) & my boyfriend is on board but at the same time he does a lot of fucked up things that I'm not gonna go into detail about. While my baby daddy has custody of my autistic daughter (4yrs) & im fighting with him all the time & court is coming again soon. My boss is a millionaire asshole that has no idea what it's like to actually be in the industry dealing with customers & totally belittled me in front of a full bar ( I'm a bar tender) and pretty much says he pays me to look cute & pour booze not think tonight. My hormones are a mess cause all I can think is I really want out of this industry & to get my child back & start a new family anywhere but here. I'm suppose to be ovulating this coming week but cm is white not ewcm. So idk if it's even gonna happen. And there's my rant. Thanks for reading