Scared

Hello everyone, from Reading, PA

I am sixteen years old, turning 17 in May

Recently, I had sex with - and lost my virginity to - my boyfriend of nearly one year. We have wanted it for a while, but I was scared of the pain, so I kept saying 'Let's just wait a little'

And he's a sweetheart, so every time he replied 'It's okay'

We had sex in the morning of January 23

The day before was my last fertility day

Neither of us were expecting to have sex, so neither were prepared with a condom. We pulled it off with the 'pull-out' method

It seemed to work, since he didn't get his cum anywhere near me - it was into a tissue - and we continued to do our thing and finish with some oral

It is now February 4, and my period is two days late. Every month it, it takes a little bit longer to come, but not a complete two days! I've known that semen can be left behind in the urethra of a penis if the man had a little fun with himself very recently. It wouldn't surprise me if my boyfriend was masturbating before we had sex

But the thought scares me that I could be pregnant. It would ruin my relationship with my family amd his family. It would ruin my future, as I'm only a junior in high school.

I'm scared enough to look up safe, at-home abortion methods.

I hate playing the waiting game, continuously checking my underwear if 'oh, is that my period?' But I'm too scared to tell anyone, even my boyfriend, who I trust my life with.

I have no idea what to do.