Is anyone in the same boat?😞

The guy that I was talking to is such a jerk!! I thought what's the worse that could happen" and the worse happened. He lied to me so many time about serious stuff that I definitely should have not let slide. I heard so many bad things about him that I should have listened to. I feel like I'm the only one to blame here because I ignored his MAJOR red flags, didn't listen to my friends when they told me I deserve so much better (while we were still talking). Idk what the point of this is but I just want to know if anyone is going through the same thing right now. I have all the support in the world from my friends but it just never feels enough because I had real feelings for him. Please help!