Why must this be so confusing!?

I have only been TTC for 3 months now but it's almost ridiculous how PERFECT timing, medications, lubes, and LIFE must be to conceive! Lol and yesterday was the icing on my fertility cake! I have been slightly nauseous, got dizzy for 2 days while at work, and expecting my period on FEB 9. Yesterday, FEB 3, my period came. Well, bleeding only when I wiped and absolutely nothing the next day (wore a pad and everything). I want it to be implantation bleeding soooo bad but the color was deep red during that one trip to the bathroom and looked nothing like that of other women. I'm not cramping as I ALWAYS do so I'm extremely confused.

Anyone have any stories to tell about their implantation or any idea besides waiting 😂😂😂? Baby dust to you all!