Over Skype I got drunker than I intended to or would have possibly wanted to be. He made a promise to Skype me the following evening his time and I told him that I have a hard time putting much stock into that promise. That made him really upset to hear and hurt him. He explained again why things have been like how they are and that he's sorry for not being able to keep some of the promises hes made for the past month. I feel terrible for hurting him but even though its only been a few hours since that I haven't heard from him and feel terrible for what I said. I texted him sometime after (and after drinking a lot of water because I hadn't been before) explaining that things in my life outside of him were shitty too and that I love him.