Ugh! I wanna test again but .....

Leighann • RIP my 👼🏾 03/2010, Mommy to Nova 04/2019 💕 and soon to be mommy of Parker 10/2020 💙!
I don't wanna see another negative! AF was due on the 3rd and I'm having so signs of her showing up but I don't wanna get my hopes up, I've been trying to keep my mind off the pregnancy thing, thinking that'll start my period or get me to hold off from testing but it's so hard! My CM is clear and damp, usually its white and creamy like lotion but it's been pretty damp these past few days. Idk, I just don't wanna get my hopes up!