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12 days before I lost him

Av • Mon, Feb 06

12 days,

12 days before you and I were fine,

12 days before you were here with me

12 days before I was planning the rest of my life

12 days before I was shopping for you

12 days before I was dreaming of pink and blue

12 days before I was wondering who you'd be

12 days after we weren't fine

12 days after changed the rest of my life

12 days after you were gone

12 days after I was gone

Everyday after I wonder who you would of been

Finding old ultrasound photos of you, remembering you and now what you have given me, your giving me your little sister, i just wish you were here when I meet her, but I know you'll be watching us, your the brightest star in the sky, I love you forever Ajay 💙

I didn't even know I had anything left of him.

I can't believe I got to see him 12 days before and everything was fine.. it hurts so bad to see how real he was and how much I lost.

But his given me his sister, I get to meet her soon,

He'll be my angel forever