overwhelmed

Pooka monster
Just purchased a fixer upper my first home. Down the block from my parents.   family shows no interest in helping me or in even seeing the home im 8 months pg freaking out about everything. I feel so unsupported.  And alone I need my mom. I know I sound like a baby but I do. Why cant she be happy for me  lend her support  I picked the wrong stain on the floors now none of my trim and furniture match j feel confused sad overwhelmed