My birth and baby

Heather
I had to go to my doc apt because of feeling my heart race everytime I ate something. Doc said I have preclamcyia and had to go to the hospital to get induced. I was worried because I did not know what that was at the time, also told me I had hipothyroidisem . So off to hospital got in my room, and they started the meds. During the first three hrs nurse pit a mask in me for air, I have fear of inclosed places and did not want the mask, I told her I can breath just fine, she told me keep it on, I got ten epaderial and it helped my contractions a lot! Than I took off mask and started telling everyone that I'm sick of the darn bloodpresure cup always sqwashing my flippen arm, as you can tell I Was really stressed out for some reason. Nurse yelled at me and just said in a harsh time IF YOU WANT YOUR BABY TO STAY ALIVE KEEP THE DAM MASK ON! So I said OK what's happening? She did not tell me nothing, well it came to push my little girl out, and when they put her in me and did everything they needed to do 23 mins after I tried B feeding and knew something was not OK, asked the nurse and she said everything was fine, but I knew something was wrong!i kept saying something is wrong with my baby she would just look at me and check her but nothing was wrong, well then it happened... My little girl slowly closed her eyes and in my arms stretched out like like a tree limb and turns blue on me. She died. The nurse took her and called code blue I freaked out, next thing I knew I woke up in a room after a whole day asked where my baby is, and why was I sleeping, they gave me something in my IV!! And anyway she was in NICU she was alive and at 3mo. She had open heart surgery. She is 11now and so healthy I believe in God.