I'm ready to get this over with!

Ashley
Pls don't get me wrong I am so excited about my baby coming in the next 11 weeks! I can't to hold him, kiss him, lather him in baby lotion, and to feel that unconditional love!! But why I am not excited about is how this whole pregnancy has changed my life and my relationship as far as my life like yea I knew it would change and I wouldn't be able to do stuff that I normally did and that's fine but I wish that would slap my baby's father in the face as well! And don't get me started on these emotions that are so up and down, I have never been an emotional person at all! I can usually just get over things but now since the harmones are EVERYWHERE it's just gotten to much to handle! I feel like I'm losing my partner, my best friend the guy I fell in love with it! One min we are happy the next min we are argue and it's always over ther stupidest shit! And it's really starting to annoy the hell out of me! I know that we are gonna fuss and fight that's normal but I feel like I always get blamed for the arguments because my I'm to emotional or because I'm pregnant it's like I JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF AGAIN!! I wish that my partner would just understand this great change that is happening and want to do better want to make me happy and feel good all the time! But I'm really over the arguing, I tried talking to his family and I'm just tired of excuses it's like either u understand or u don't! 
IM JUST REALLY OVER IT ALL AND I NEVER WNAT TO GO THROUGH THIS AGIN IN MY LIFE... ONE BABY IS ENOUGH FOR ME!! 
Just wanted to vent because I feel like I really don't have many ppl to talk to about it and I'm tired of crying! I hope all is well with the rest of u mommies and congrats on ur blessings!!! 👶🏽😍❤️💋😘