I know it's too soon but when you're impatient and have depression along with anxiety this pain weighs on you. Been trying for a few months now and every month nothing happens I lay in bed at cry myself to sleep. My boyfriend will usually hold me and say we aren't giving up. I know that and I'll keep trying but I want this so bad. And now we just got approved for a house and my life has completely turned around from last year. I couldn't ask for a better man in my life and how he deals with my crazy moments like this. Mostly this is just a rant cause I know out there I'm not alone in feeling like this. Quick back story before my boyfriend I was married and that man abused me not physically but mentally and emotionally. I take meds now and in therapy for he did. I have a 3 yr old son and before you judge I chose this option for only one reason. My soon to be ex has him mostly and it kills me but it was the only way my child wouldn't grow up by visiting a grave yard to go see "dad". I'm tired of all this and I just want what we are hoping for. My life is so much better and I want to add it. 😍👶🏻🤰🏻🤷🏻‍♀️🙍🏻👨‍👩‍👧