hello everyone I'm still very sad

Tynika • Finally pregnant after trying for 2 years! Praying for a healthy baby and safe delivery!
It's been 11 weeks since my little Curtis Jr passed 😢 I'm still very sad deep inside but i remain strong for the sake of my 9 year old! I'm still very hurt & I pray to conceive and deliver again, CJ was my 2nd c-section at 25 weeks! My doctor suggested I wait 18 months before I try to conceive again because I had a classical c-section. I really don't want to wait but I'm going to trust my doctor. I just want my baby back 😢😢😢 RIP Curtis Jr.