having cum inside you???

Em • Have a beautiful little baby boy 😌♥️
Okay, so I've been in the pill for many many years and am in a steady long term relationship with a great guy and often he either pulls out or cums in me. My question is HOW DO YOU LADIES DEAL WITH THE WHOLE "LEAKING" THING?! 
I love it when he cums in me, it feels great and is such a turn on but after feels so gross and yucky for hours! 
😭😭 help I love it but at the same time it's so awkward?!