Hi my names Tilly, I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl on the 24th Augast 2016, she was diagnosed with a heart condition at 22 weeks called TGA, with a 95% success rate. my baby had open heart surgery at 2 weeks old, what a fighter she was. It went really well and was a complete success then my world came crashing down she went into cardiac arrest later that night and was on a life support machine for 3 days still fighting ,then they tock her off the life support machine, still very ill and hocked up to a lot of machines and tubes 2 days later after everything she had been through My beautiful baby then caught a horrible thing called septicaemia, and I was told she wouldn't make it to the end of the week, that day come September the 14th 2016 MY BIRTHDAY my baby's little little heart stoped.. I'm struggling with my days without her, I'm trying for a beautiful rainbow baby but it's taking its time. Is anyone else suffering from the same pain.. thanks Tilly xx