Where to begin.. so back in November 2016 we found out we were expecting roughly 5 weeks miscarried. Took this news pretty well, we were just happy we could concieve since I had my tubes untied back in April or 2016. Now fast forward to January 2017 we found out we were expecting again. With blood work rising like it should it looked like we were going to have our rainbow baby. Then the pain started, I was having cramping in my lower abdomen that would stop me in my tracks. Went to the ER on Saturday afternoon, ended up getting a US confirming ectopic pregnancy. Was rushed to nearby hospital by ambulance to have the ectopic removed and save the tube. I know it's only been a few days since but I feel like this pain of losing another child just is not going to get easier this time. I just keep thinking I don't know if I can go through all of this again.