Today my baby had no hard beat.  I turned 13 weeks today.  The baby was 12 weeks 6 days in size.  I had 2 ultrasounds and heard the heartbeat 3 times, the last 2 weeks ago at 11 weeks.  This happened in October 2015 as well.  I am38 with a 3yr old son whom I birthed at 35 with no complications at all.  I'm sorry for o confused as to why this is happening again.  I feel like just cutting my tubes but the other part wants me to try again.  I have surgery scheduled Friday to remove my precious angel.  I did test positive for ASP (Antiphospholipid Syndrome) but my appt with Maternal Fetal Medicine was not until next Wednesday.  I feel when my tests came back they should have acted immediately but they didnt. I'm so upset and lost. This was the only photo they would give me and it was the was the worst of the 2.