Dreamt I was pregnant

This morning I dreamt I was pregnant. I took a test and it said the word PREGNANT. I stared at it and ran to my husband and gave it to him!! He was so happy!! And I was crying I was so happy. It felt so real. And then I woke up. AF is due on 2/14.. but after that dream I had to race to the bathroom and test.. BFN.. I know it's still early but I'm bawling my eyes out right now because my dream was so vivid and I was so happy. It's been 14 months since we've started trying and nothing has happened. We've set up an appointment for a consultation at a fertility clinic at the end of the month and I'm really hoping I get to cancel that appointment but I don't think I'm that lucky. Why does this journey have to be so long?! Ive ALWAYS wanted to be a mom. I never knew what career path I would take as an adult but I've known I wanted to be the best mom to a child. My biggest fear is that it will never happen and I can't even talk to my husband about it because he doesn't think we've been trying that long. Don't get me wrong, he is the sweetest and most considerate man ever. I am very lucky. But I feel like this has been an emotional roller coaster for me.. I'm sure that's the Clomid.. Please God, I know I'm asking for a miracle, and I know I'm being impatient, but please!