Fuck This
So sure this was "our month." I had all of the symptoms--fatigue, extreme nausea, mood swings, big and sore breasts, extreme hunger and thirst all the time. I even dreamed last month I had a newborn baby! All of these symptoms are not normally what I experience prior to period. So I went to target today to pick up a pregnancy test (or 5). And I go to the bathroom in target before checking out and there she is. AF. I started bawling in the bathroom stall. Just broke down. Didn't care who heard me sobbing. Maybe it's the hormones lingering from my MC last month, but I think I'm ready to call it quits on trying. I just can't do this anymore.
We've been married for 5 years now and trying for 3. I'm 28, he's almost 32 and we both desperately want at least 1 child. My husband is so sweet and supportive, always ready to keep trying and thinking that next month will be "our month." But I'm beginning to question God's plan in all of this and losing faith that this will happen for us.
Just needed to vent. Don't want to discourage any one else on their journey. It's just that we haven't told many friends/family about our struggles because it just makes the pain worse.
Any advice or thoughts are welcome. Please keep my husband and me in your prayers.
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