Battering prenatal depression

Em

I've been battling prenatal depression my entire pregnancy, but more frequently lately. A big part of it is a feeling of inadequacy, as if I'm not doing enough and it's difficult when I have this mental depressive block interrupting my productivity.

I'm a full time senior in college almost done with my BS. I commute around 3 hours per day 4 days a week to get to school. I am trying my best to work 20 hours a week from home in addition to my homework, while attending therapy as much as once a week, couples counseling every other week, and being more than 29 weeks in my first pregnancy.

Despite all this, my SO still tries to throw in my face that I am "not contributing to the household" which adds to my feelings of inadequacy.

I will admit, the last few weeks I haven't helped with the housework as I would normally due to my depression, exhaustion, and other pregnancy symptoms making it difficult for me to juggle so much.

I'm just becoming increasingly depressed the more he says this to me because I feel like I'm honestly trying my best.

I went from suffering from disruptive depression two days per week max to now having only 2 days per week in which I'm not totally depressed.

Any mama's have any support or advice to offer?