Not wanting to please myself anymore?!

Carmen

I am not quiet or secretive about this. I am considered a 'Sex Addict'. But about two/three weeks ago my boyfriend of 3 years and I broke up. My depression hit hard, and I hardly ate nor slept or over ate and slept. About the 2 week of not being together and only masterbating, I had sex with a different person, sex was alright. But on this third week I realized that I haven't masterbating, watched porn, nor want to have sex. So I tried to masterbate.... Those 5 min. Of trying to get 'into it' weas just not happening... wtf?! Is it because I miss my ex that much? Did I somehow 'cure' my addiction?

**Any/all comments are accepted.