Hurting inside 😥😥😥

Me and My wife have been together 6yrs (1yr Married) we have been TTC for 2 years now She has family members that don't approve of our marriage and they make it known where my family acts like they are ok but reality they are not how i know is when I ask them any question it always goes back to me not living my life right The only person that showed up to our courthouse wedding was my mom and now im sad because once I do get pregnant I dont have anyone I can share the news with and I cant have a baby shower because nobody will come but my cousin is pregnant with her second child and everyone will be there showing her beautiful baby with love but what about mines