Feeling sad

Tee
Just wanted to get my thoughts out, maybe I would feel better. I been TTC for 8 months now. Every time AF comes I feel like a failure. I want a baby so bad. Members of my family is getting pregnant and I have yet to conceive. I will continue the inseminations after my period. I am 3 days into my period I feel really down today. Wondering when will my time come. Hurting so much inside I just want to cry. Hope all is well with everyone. Baby Dust to all of us... Congrats to all the moms who conceived.