A word to my future children....

Written from someone going on cycle #16 of ttc, without any bfps

Please child,

Be patient with momma today.

I cry when I look at you because I spent so long working for you.

A year came and went so fast and the Dr said that we had 3 more months to try because daddy was sick.

Momma went crazy spotting symptoms... I got excited over a migraine and cramps because they happened on a different side than they had the last 6 months in a row... but you still weren't there.

I got excited over feeling nauseous, exhausted and out of breath, but you still weren't there.

I'd spend 2 weeks every month talking to what I thought was you, only to find out you weren't there.

I thought I would never get to meet you, but by some miracle you're here, and I love you a million times more than I thought possible.

Even when you drive me crazy. Especially when you drive me crazy.

Can you do me a favour, dear child, and just exist? I will handle the rest.

Love always,

Your Momma

To all my sisters fighting the same uphill battle, I salute you.