So scared ):

Okay guys, so this is my first time posting something on here but I need major advice! So I'm currently in a relationship but it's with a guy I met online /: We've been dating for 8 months already but I haven't met him yet. We live in the same city and I still haven't agreed to meet him because I'm super scared. There's mainly 3 things I'm scared about ... 1, that he turns out to be someone he's not, I'm scared that he's catfishing me. 2, I'm scared of my mom and dad finding out, because they're super strict and I'm not allowed to date. And 3, I'm scared of him running away because of how I look. I'm not exactly the most attractive person ever. I'm not as beautiful as his exes were and I'm scared he'll reject me (I'm super insecure). He's been very patient about it but I'm scared that I'll end up losing him if I make him wait for so long. What should I do????