Weight off my shoulders!

I know it's still very early, but I'm 4w2d today and have now officially made it longer than my first (chemical) pregnancy two months ago. I cramped lightly on and off yesterday so I was getting very nervous, even though I had no bleeding. For peace of mind, I woke up this morning and took another test. Got a very thick line, thicker than the first few I've taken. It's like a breath of fresh air and now I feel a little more confident to finally start getting excited! I'm waiting until next week to make my first appointment because I can't deal with the devastation of having to cancel again. Hoping maybe someone can relate to this post. My husband and mom are kind of buzz kills not wanting to get excited, but it feels wrong for me not to be a little bit...