pregnancy pooping 😰😰

Totally tmi but I had the most painful, awful poop this morning 😦 like I literally shed tears and now i am bleeding and it's sore to sit :( I drink SO much water, eat healthy, take stool softeners, magnesium and fiber ☹️ i thought to myself, if I can survive this, I can give birth lol. (Obviously not the same, I'm not dumb). Just had to vent.