am I a bad mom?

I'm 33 weeks and feel no connection to my baby. We desperately tried to get pregnant last year and I ended up miscarrying, then got pregnant 3 months later. We were ecstatic, but I've dealt with morning sickness every day of my pregnancy, two double kidney infections, multiple uti's, kidney stones, a cracked rib, acid reflux and heartburn the last 4 months, and I'm just having trouble enjoying this. I almost feel resentment at the moment because I feel like I've gone through so much and have nothing to show for it 😞 I just look at all these moms so in love with their unborn children and I'm not saying that I'm not, but I'm not super in love and overjoyed at the moment... I just feel like a shitty mom because of it.