I am not going to lie. I am vain. All my life I have valued looking good and making sure my body was in tip top shape a priority. I am an extremely active person who takes a lot of time into primping myself. I almost consider it a hobby; I love to clean and "get cute" for hours when I have the time. I am 15 days pp and I finally took my sticky strips off my emergency c section incision. I am a mess and I feel horrible about it. Here I have this amazing child that I should feel greatful for but I am obsessing over how and what to do to make sure this hideous thing doesn't scar or damage my body. I barely gained any weight and what I did I already lost but I am ready to get back into shape asap and do anything possible to help this incision. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Since it was an emergency c section I didn't plan or prepare for this type of recovery and I feel so lost and hopeless. I just want to enjoy this time with my baby vs crying over a stupid scar.