i really feel so lost in life.. I am really at a point where my brain seems to never do the right thing.. People always make me feel like I don't do the right thing.. I got dropped out of College.. my relationship is dying.. Because atm I can't work and I am pregnant 29 weeks.. it's like my SO says I never take things serious.. I am just a mess because in my heart I know I really try.. I couldn't do education it was getting too much and I quit my job when I found out I was pregnant because I was scared it was too dangerous I still applied and applied for other jobs but nothing came my way 😔😔😔😔😔 I just feel so damn useless and nobody needs me in their life and it hurts me because when I love someone I really can't take them off my mind and I feel broken hearted.. I know God may have his reasons but in a world where I see other people doing so good and I can't even do one thing right I feel kind of worthless... I don't really have friends or a good circle and I never have been a peoples person I've only tried to but people never like me 😭😭😭😭😭 All I need is small prayers because I always seem to fall and fall and it's like I try to stay happy but once I'm happy I do other mistakes 

I am just asking for the favour of prayers because I don't know where else I am going to go or how to deal with life atm