Don't Judge

Lately I've been feeling kinda guilty because I never tried breastfeeding. I had an emergency c-section and because of that was given too much anesthesia and was numb all the way up to my neck. I had no feeling in my arms for about 3 hours and when it all started wearing off I was shaking uncontrollable which lasted about 3 days. By that time my son had already been taking formula and was doing good with it so I didn't wanna try breastfeeding. Now 3 months later I wish I would've done it at least for a month or so. Did anyone else not try at all?