Life is so hard for me sometimes I wanna give up I don't know what to do anymore my son is my joy n he come out like in 3 weeks n I can't wait but I'm scared of how things gonna go for me God help me ! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💙💙💙
********MY LITTLE PRAYER*********
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God I dk what to do what to say or where to stand cause I got my anxiety that's killing me ...Everything I fix jus mests up every time I am trying to fight what I want to have everything jus goes so wrong ! Every time I try to be happy I be happy one day n then the next is the same days like before ..My son coming almost in 3 weeks n all I want is a family with my boyfriend but every time wen I try to fix stuff next day is a different thing so it's like I am happy but not in the inside cause everything mests up for me real quick ..I'm going thru a whole bunch of shit with my family it's hard for me my aunt passed away of cancer on Saturday morning the day of my baby shower my grandma is the hospital had breast surgery fighting cancer every time she gets better ppl stress her out by telling her so much shit n she gets worse n then she has to use the oxygen machine now she is in the ICU 😭my great gma fell down in her house broke her hip she like in her 80's but she is sick to diabetes n cancer like my gma n water in her lungs she got surgery for her hip & they send her home but she went back to the hospital in the ICU cause she was in pain so family trying to find a rehab for her to get better so that way she can recovery soon to come back home...My life is a mess I'm trynna fight for my relationship to be a family of 3 & move FOWARD with my boyfriend but how can it happened when shit keeps tumbling down God help me where r u? u suppose to eaze my pain I got a baby on the way 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭👶🏽👶🏽👶🏽💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 u suppose to lift me up why I am still falling down why things jus gets harder n harder for me 😭😭😭I don't wanna cry I want my family me n my husband my life my bestfriend my everything my other half of my heart & MY SON KHALED I WANNA MOVE FOWARD I WANNA BE HAPPY I WANT TO SMILE I WANT TO HAVE THE FAMILY I DREAMED TO HAVE ME N MY BOYFRIEND ARE A TEAM WERE STRONG BUT GOD U SUPPOSE TO BE LIFTING US UP TO BE TOGETHER WHY IS EVERYTHING GOING THE OPPOSITE..WE SAY THINGS WE DONT MEAN WE HURT EACHOTHER BUT U FORGIVE GOD THATS ALL IT MATTER BUT HELP ME PLSSS I NEED U ON MY SIDE TO LIFT US UP ME N MY BF WITH STRENGTH PRIDE LAUGHTER N JOY OF HAPPINESS N HELP MY FAMILY OUT #AMEN ➕🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
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