Thinking wishing

I sometimes wish I can walk with confidence and to not feel weird passing by people or sometimes I wish I was not as shy as I am sometimes I wish I can simply stand up for myself or not caring what other people say sometimes I want to be strong enough to say no or to let go of people sometimes I wish I could of do so many things and not thinking what people say I wish everything wouldn't be complicated sometimes I want to do things on my own I can't it's difficult sometimes I wish I wasn't stressed about anything but then I realize it's life