I have a 3 year old son and a 9 month old daughter and since my son was born there has been maybe 4 times I have been away from him for longer than 2 days; since my daughter has been born only 2 times have I been away. Idk if it separation anxiety or what but it has gotten so bad that I can't leave them to do anything. Me and my bf have not had a night to ourselves in a long time so tonight we decided we were gonna leave our kids with his mom just for the night, get a hotel room and go to the casino. We got down the street and I started to panic, cry and we had to go back; I ruined the night and I feel so bad because I know he was looking forward to it. I dont know how to get passed it or let it go, I want to go do things with just him I want a night to ourselves but when I think of leaving them I panic those times I left them for a few dats I called, texted, fb messged you name it every second because I worried. I lose sleep at night because I lay awake worried about them, I cry just thinking about it. I need help but idk where to start...