😞 sorry just venting. Im just super emotional today. Well yesterday was my 21st, so I want to go shopping a little bit, since I obviously can't drink. I have only one friend, and I asked if she wanted to go shopping with me today but of course she said no. And my boyfriend is working and doesn't get off until later tonight, and I wouldn't want to bore him anyways. So it just kind of sucks I'm going by myself as a birthday treat. And yesterday I was out of state visiting my dad and came home last night so I'm kind of sad because I miss him already, I usually get to see him once a year. And it didn't help I just tried putting a pair of jeans on and I had to squeeze myself into them when not long ago they were perfect fitting. Seems dumb but when you're already sad that doesn't make you feel any better. I'm just super sad today part of it is just my hormones but the other part is everything I just said. *big sigh* 😪