So I'll start this off by saying I do stay out of my fiance's business when it comes to his baby mama and his child. I don't mess with it and I don't feel it's my business. I just kind of hear their conversation (he's in the same room and his phone is loud. There's also not much noise in our room so it's not hard to hear) or my fiance vents to me about her.

I just find it soooo annoying that the only time she calls is when she wants something from my fiance. Anytime he can't give her what she wants, when she wants she throws a fit, tells him he can kiss his daughter good bye, and blocks him on literally everything. She also pries into his finances. I guess she also needs help with their child and no one will help her. She lives in a different state and keeps trying to seduce him into going down there and being with her (relationship wise). She knows about me. She knows we're engaged. I'm also pregnant, but I'm not sure if she knows that or not, but she uses their child as a pawn and I hate it. She also told him just now that he'll never be allowed to be around his child without her, because she doesn't trust him. She had a kid with him... But doesn't trust him... That makes no sense. I'd understand if he's done something horrible, but he hasn't.

Anyways... I'm just ranting. I don't tell any of this to my fiance because it's not my place to give my input or show my frustration. I don't talk about this with my family or friends because it's his business, not mine or theirs. I just needed a place where I could keep his confidentiality and vent about my feelings. I feel very frustrated for him because I see his pain. It hurts him when his bm uses their child as a pawn. It hurts when she threatens him. It scares him when he thinks he won't ever see his child again. I hate that he's feeling this way and I can't help him in anyway. I also don't understand how females feel justified in using their child to get money or sex and to hurt their baby daddies. It's just not right... /:

Taylor: He is on child support, but he owes so he needs to pay that off before he's able to fight for any rights. That'll be happen soon, though so we don't have to worry about this much longer.