We TTC'd for two years, and a week ago I had to have an abortion. The baby was malformed. It broke my heart when I heard about it. But I am in peace with myself, i feel like there was nothing I could have done in a different way.

I am starting to have a babyfever again and I am so scared! We have been waiting to hold our baby for so long but after having to go through what I went(all the mental and physical pain of an abortion)

I am so scared that I wont be as exited to be pregnant again! Becouse of the fear that I have a miscarriage or something else happening! I really need some advise! I am going to talk to a psy about this but I would like to have advise from as many people as I can.