My husband had a ommaya port put in his head today. The dr said he didnt know if this would work and that if i wanted to let nature take its course to let him know and he'd provide us with medicine that he would need to keep him comfortable. He also said for us to get cannabis oil asap (bc its helped my hubby before) even tho its not legal where we live. :( im scared. My heart is breaking. We have children. We have a life. We have a family. It's so unfair! I would NEVER "let nature take its course" that is my husband. My best friend. My soul mate. He wants to fight. I want him to fight. He promised not to give up. Am i selfish? For wanting to keep him alive even though he's suffering? :( i am is POA. i would keep him on life support till the day i died so we could go together. Its so unfair. Sorry needed to vent.