I was suppose to have my 7 week ultrasound today but do to the clinics lack of care for their patients I cannot go. My SO  even had the morning off to go with me. I'm so disappointed it hurts. Not to mention I'm becoming depressed and starting to regret my pregnancy. I feel like the worst person in the world for feeling this way and I feel so alone. I cry all the time now and I'm just miserable. I keep trying to tell myself I just have 33 more weeks to go but it's seemingly impossible. I have an appointment on March 22nd with my psychiatrist and counselor but without my medications I'm literally a disaster. My doctor refuses to give me anything so I'm thinking of talking to my OBGYN when I see her next week on the 16th at 8 weeks.